Hormones...

They're such a strange thing, some days i can wake up and feel like the wisest most sane person on this earth. Then other days i can wake up and feel like the biggest, angriest dick head to ever walk the face of the earth. The latter is what i hate most, i hate waking up making everyone elses life a living hell...when the day before i've been as nice as i can to people.

There's nothing i can do about any of this and i know if you're reading you're probably thinking "stupid kid!" ...well i'm not one of the kids who thinks no one understands, i know plenty of people understand me, it's just the fact that all of this can't be helped at least for a while yet, i'm stuck waking up being a different person every day, it feels like i'm schizophrenic or something.

This isn't something i can escape, i just have to quit whining like a moody teenager and get on with my life. So until then...i'm on the search for a job, well...sort of. I'm currently holding off due to a possible offer that popped up recently...and well...i'm highly interested in it, it's an opportunity i feel i can't let pass me by, i'm just not sure if it's a definite thing right now, so i can only hope for the best.